Saturday, December 20, 2014




Dear Diary,


I've been on hangout with William all day.......have to get back to work.........He's still in bed.......either way, he spent the entire day with me..........

All we did was video chat......like when we were younger.........


Kally

Thursday, December 18, 2014



My very first Animation.....



Forever
By Kalyani Rajalingham

video

video



Wednesday, December 17, 2014




Dear Diary,


You know that I have an uncle by the name of Balanathan right? He has two kids...Ragu, and Sharmila.....well....his daughter lived with a white guys for a while...and he can't accept it......so, instead of calling his daughter a whore....

Apparently, he's telling everyone about me........

In my crowd, there is one woman that everyone speaks of........apparently she got married two times, and we think that she probably cheated with a third or fourth guy in between..........for the second to run away too............we call it a whore............and my dad calls them even worse names.............everyone in my circle anyways ridicules the whore...calling her a whore who slept with god only know how many men.................so when it came time for me to decide what to do.........

I was like, I don't to be known like the whore......so when I got pregnant with William, I actually fought with everyone to marry him...........I was like "I won't be like the whore"............ and told everyone about William, and fought to stick with him.......

I decided to ONLY have ONE guy in my life..............I also told the entire world that the father of my child was William......

But the demlos still speak badly about me because I told them that I'm interested in a white guy................and that I didn't just shut up, and marry the poblai-ku vaku ilada nayi that came around with its tongue hanging.......or behave like the whore........

It's a sad world.....


Kally





Rakesis v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Rakesis v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham




3D Model of Rakesis
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Tuesday, December 16, 2014




Squid v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham





Squid v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Squid v3
By Kalyani Rajalingham



3D Model Squid
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Dear Diary,


At some point, I have to go to London to meet William, and his family......I've met his parents.....and his brother.....never actually met my niece (Raya)......or Miles' wife.....


William had an operation - appendix.....And I was worried to death......because the pusanika family cursed us for telling the world.........I was afraid that I'd lose him.....


The good part is that William doesn't believe in curses, nor does he want children........I can't have kids.........miscarried and now, I can't have kids......the pusanika family cursed me about that too (that I would never have children).......



I WONDER WHAT WILLIAM WILL SEND ME FOR CHRISTMAS....It'll probably be some gizmo or other.....His specialty is ROBOTICS, so he tends to give me the oddest gifts....like SmartWatches and stuff.........and video goggles.........


Well, he was supposed to come by, but with his operation, I think that he'll be staying in London for the holidays.......


Kally

Saturday, November 22, 2014



Dear Diary,


William said that he can't come to Montreal for Christmas.........He'll be spending Christmas with his friends, and family.....He said that he was sick.....He sounded sick too......

Ah well, my mom asked me to go to the temple, and do one of those things so that William can be well, and all......and so that our relationship can last for more than a few months, or so.......

And I'm thinking about doing it........because William is a really good guy, and the fact that I got him as a hubby, and not a lankan is one of the greatest gifts that can be bestowed on a woman.......


Kally

Monday, November 17, 2014



Dear Diary,

William is going to spend this Christmas with his friends in the US......not me..........the good part is that he will check out our apartment..........we got a nice place, but William will still be living in London........We're not sure about how often we'll get to meet each other, but at least with the internet, we get to talk to each other on a daily basis.........otherwise, I end up talking to his aunt, or brother, or niece..........




Kally


Saturday, November 15, 2014



Dear Diary,


Yeah! I got a PhD at Uof F (University of Florida)...........


Kally

Friday, November 14, 2014





 
Dear Diary,

  


Today, William’s aunt gave me some advice…..



She was like since you’re married to William, if you get a divorce, you get HALF his fortune automatically….And she was like if he messes with you, you can go to the cops……..She was sweet……



William is the sweetest, and I don’t think that I will be divorcing him anytime soon…….William is the man I love……But he’s also very very rich, and his aunt was teaching me how to get at least half his property…..LOL, I’d be filthy rich if he did divorce me…..





Kally

Wednesday, November 12, 2014



Dear Diary,


You know how William's family is Caucasian right? Well, I told my family, and the world a while ago.......

Anyways, his whole family still do not know me.....

Today, I got to speak to his aunt........She's blond haired too......She was very sweet, and I was thrilled to meet her.........I think that I have by now met his parents, brother, sister-in-law, niece, and aunt........

Oh yes, I'm also dropping the whole hindu crap........I'm officially a Christian.......William means the world to me, so his religion does as well.......and I loathe the Hindu crap, so I can throw it away into the trash can.........

William usually comes to Montreal to meet me.......mostly when he wants physical relations..........But at some point, I have to go to London to meet his family.........

Kally

Monday, November 10, 2014



Dear Diary,
 

I befriended the Montreal Police department, and a few FBI agents (I emailed, and called a few of them so many times that I know a few by name, and they know me).

One of them emailed me today to ask me if I had any problems.....Ahh, Cops, Police, Agents, FBI, RCMP.......all words that mean protection............

I hope that the stalker comes around again.......that way, I can get it arrested......it would make a fabulous story..........

Oh, and I emailed the tv channels too...(about the pusanika family).......and if I have a story, it will go public........the tamil newspaper people wanted the story too............pity that I didn't get it on my video phone last time.........it would have been a sensational story..........

"Stalker arrested.....The Motreal Police take stalking seriously"

and the tamil newspaper would have read:


Mattavan kadaliyai idiapathuku vaku ilada kudumbam kalyanam katonum endu naku tonga pogudugal


Saturday, November 8, 2014



Dear Diary,

My thesis will be published soon.........

Title:
Screening Hybrid Poplar Clones for Resistance to attack by the Forest Tent Caterpillar, Malacosoma disstria


(Deposited in Spectrum: http://spectrum.library.concordia.ca/)

William wants to read it........He's an engineer (in robotic on top of that)......so I'm guessing he wants to know how smart his Wife - ME - is.............


William is supremely SMART...........he builds gizmoes.......you know like electronics, and stuff.....and robots.......at some point, he gave me a bunch of gizmoes he built, and then gave me a list of gizmoes that I should buy...........Engineers, with their RF-something chips, and transmitters, and other stuff.......But I love him when he builds - when he makes robots......




 







Friday, October 31, 2014



Dear Diary,


My husband William (Kane) is laughing at ourstuff.....my parents gave this diner thing at the temple because of me and William......you know how no one came to our wedding, right? And I just graduated (Concordia takes like a year to publish a thesis - they double check, triple check, etc...).....and I think that they wanted the lankans to be part of it......

Anyways, I told William, and he started laughing........(He's not used to taking weddings or relationships seriously)........he was like "are you going to have one if we have a kid? ouu, for my birthday?".......(he's not used to temple stuff...he's catholic....)..........

I'm officially giving up hindu stuff.....


Kally






Wednesday, October 29, 2014






RUSSIAN MUSIC








Monday, October 27, 2014





Dear Diary,


My husband William will not be attending my graduation.....

If I hadn't miscarried, my daughter Rhea would have also been around to see her mommy - me -  graduate....

You can find pictures on facebook (at some point after today):

 https://www.facebook.com/kalyani.rajalingham?fref=ts


Kally





A Latin Group with Flawless Raagas.......

GRUPO EXTRA






el amor que yo siento por ti
esto no es amor esto no tiene explicación

te amo tanto tanto tanto
que no se como explicarlo
no hay acciones ni palabras para poder comprobarlo
solo se que yo te amo mas de lo normal
solo se que yo te amo y eso no va a cambiar

the love I feel for you
this is not love this unexplained
choir
I love you both so much both
do not know how to explain
no actions or words to check
I only love you more than usual
I just know that I love you and that will not change

desde que tu llegaste no existe el dolor
contigo yo aprendi a querer
y conoci el amor
tu eres la unica
que me hace perder el control
cuando me abraza lentamente
te amo como a nadie en este mundo
te amo con el amor mas sincero y profundo
me indicas el camino cuando yo pierdo el rumbo
y mi amor por ti aumenta cada segundo
te quiero si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres lo que mas anhelo
no puedo si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres mi universo entero

since you arrived no pain
I learned to love you
and met the love
you're the one
that makes me lose control
when he hugs me slowly
I love you more than anyone in this world
I love you with sincere and deep love
you indicate me the way when I lose direction
and my love for you increases every second
I love you if you're not I die
Sky want you to know what you're craving more
I can not if you're not I die
Sky want you to know that you're my whole universe


te amo tanto tanto tanto
que no se como explicarlo
no hay acciones ni palabras para comprobarlo
solo se que yo te amo mas de lo normal
solo se que yo te amo y eso no va a cambiar


I love you both so much both
do not know how to explain
no actions or words to check
I only love you more than usual
I just know that I love you and that will not change

me faltan palabras para expesarte lo que yo siento
pero que quede claro son tuyos mis sentimientos
quiero que sepas que lo que siento es intenso
y estas no son palabras que se lleva el viento
te necesito como el aire que respiro
te necesito como el ave a su nido
y en el nombre de cupido te digo que por ti yo muero que por ti yo vivo
te quiero si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres lo que mas anhelo
no puedo si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres mi universo entero

I lack words to what I feel expesarte
but it is clear my feelings are yours
I want you to know that what I feel is intense
and these are not words that the wind blows
I need you like the air I breathe
I need like a bird to its nest
and in the name of cupid I tell you that I die that I live for you
I love you if you're not I die
Sky want you to know what you're craving more
I can not if you're not I die
Sky want you to know that you're my whole universe





A Latin Group with Flawless Raagas....


GRUPO EXTRA




Que Dios te perdone, lo que has hecho, a mi triste vida
Si al fin con tu ausencia, por el mundo va perdida
Que puedo pedirle, si tú fuiste, mi único anhelo
Y no habrá consuelo, por toda una, eternidad
Que hiciste de mi alma, cuando yo, más te adoraba
Con odio y desprecio, me pagaste, lo que te amaba
Amorcito santo, se que nunca, volveré a verte
Por ti sufro tanto, el más grande y cruel dolor

Que hiciste de mi alma, cuando yo, más te adoraba
Con odio y desprecio, me pagaste, lo que te amaba
Amorcito santo, se que nunca, volveré a verte
Por ti sufro tanto, el más grande y cruel dolor

May God forgive you, what have you done, my sad life
If at the end of your absence, the world is lost
That I can ask you, if you were my only desire
And there will be no consolation, all one, forever
What did you do to my soul when I loved you more
With hatred and contempt, he paid me, he loved you
Holy Sweetie, I know ever see you again
For you I suffer thus the largest and cruelest pain

What did you do to my soul when I loved you more
With hatred and contempt, he paid me, he loved you
Holy Sweetie, I know ever see you again
For you I suffer thus the largest and cruelest pain