Saturday, November 22, 2014



Dear Diary,


William said that he can't come to Montreal for Christmas.........He'll be spending Christmas with his friends, and family.....He said that he was sick.....He sounded sick too......

Ah well, my mom asked me to go to the temple, and do one of those things so that William can be well, and all......and so that our relationship can last for more than a few months, or so.......

And I'm thinking about doing it........because William is a really good guy, and the fact that I got him as a hubby, and not a lankan is one of the greatest gifts that can be bestowed on a woman.......


Kally

Monday, November 17, 2014



Dear Diary,

William is going to spend this Christmas with his friends in the US......not me..........the good part is that he will check out our apartment..........we got a nice place, but William will still be living in London........We're not sure about how often we'll get to meet each other, but at least with the internet, we get to talk to each other on a daily basis.........otherwise, I end up talking to his aunt, or brother, or niece..........




Kally


Saturday, November 15, 2014



Dear Diary,


Yeah! I got a PhD at Uof F (University of Florida)...........


Kally

Friday, November 14, 2014





 
Dear Diary,
  

Today, William’s aunt gave me some advice…..

She was like since you’re married to William, if you get a divorce, you get HALF his fortune automatically….And she was like if he messes with you, you can go to the cops……..She was sweet……

William is the sweetest, and I don’t think that I will be divorcing him anytime soon…….William is the man I love……But he’s also very very rich, and his aunt was teaching me how to get at least half his property…..LOL, I’d be filthy rich if he does divorce me…..


Kally

Wednesday, November 12, 2014



Dear Diary,


You know how William's family is Caucasian right? Well, I told my family, and the world a while ago.......

Anyways, his whole family still do not know me.....

Today, I got to speak to his aunt........She's blond haired too......She was very sweet, and I was thrilled to meet her.........I think that I have by now met his parents, brother, sister-in-law, niece, and aunt........

Oh yes, I'm also dropping the whole hindu crap........I'm officially a Christian.......William means the world to me, so his religion does as well.......and I loathe the Hindu crap, so I can throw it away into the trash can.........

William usually comes to Montreal to meet me.......mostly when he wants physical relations..........But at some point, I have to go to London to meet his family.........

Kally

Monday, November 10, 2014



Dear Diary,

I befriended the Montreal Police department, and a few FBI agents (I emailed, and called a few of them so many times that I know a few by name, and they know me).

One of them emailed me today to let me know if I have problems.....Ahh, Cops, Police, Agents, FBI, RCMP.......all words that mean protection............

I hope that the stalker comes around again.......that way, I can get it arrested......it would make a fabulous story..........

Oh, and I emailed the tv channels too......and if I have a story, it will go public........the tamil newspaper people wanted the story too............pity that I didn't get it on my video phone last time.........it would have been a sensational story..........

"Stalker arrested.....The Motreal Police take stalking seriously"

and the tamil newspaper would have read:

Pirai Wife-ai, pillai-ku thai-yai, tamilan kalyanam panna ninaikuran panathu-ku-aga







Saturday, November 8, 2014



Dear Diary,

My thesis will be published soon.........

Title:
Screening Hybrid Poplar Clones for Resistance to attack by the Forest Tent Caterpillar, Malacosoma disstria

(Deposited in Spectrum: http://spectrum.library.concordia.ca/)

William wants to read it........He's an engineer (in robotic on top of that)......so I'm guessing he wants to know how smart his Wife - ME - is.............

William is supremely SMART...........he builds gizmoes.......you know like electronics, and stuff.....and robots.......at some point, he gave me a bunch of gizmoes he built, and then gave me a list of gizmoes that I should buy...........Engineers, with their RF-something chips, and transmitters, and other stuff.......But I love him when he builds - when he makes robots......



 







Friday, November 7, 2014





CheckMate....



Friday, October 31, 2014



Dear Diary,


My husband William (Kane) is laughing at ourstuff.....my parents gave this diner thing at the temple because of me and William......you know how no one came to our wedding, right? And I just graduated (Concordia takes like a year to publish a thesis - they double check, triple check, etc...).....and I think that they wanted the lankans to be part of it......

Anyways, I told William, and he started laughing........(He's not used to taking weddings or relationships seriously)........he was like "are you going to have one if we have a kid? ouu, for my birthday?".......(he's not used to temple stuff...he's catholic....)..........

I'm officially giving up hindu stuff.....


Kally






Wednesday, October 29, 2014






RUSSIAN MUSIC








Monday, October 27, 2014





Dear Diary,


My husband William will not be attending my graduation.....

If I hadn't miscarried, my daughter Rhea would have also been around to see her mommy - me -  graduate....

You can find pictures on facebook (at some point after today):

 https://www.facebook.com/kalyani.rajalingham?fref=ts


Kally





A Latin Group with Flawless Raagas.......

GRUPO EXTRA






el amor que yo siento por ti
esto no es amor esto no tiene explicación

te amo tanto tanto tanto
que no se como explicarlo
no hay acciones ni palabras para poder comprobarlo
solo se que yo te amo mas de lo normal
solo se que yo te amo y eso no va a cambiar

the love I feel for you
this is not love this unexplained
choir
I love you both so much both
do not know how to explain
no actions or words to check
I only love you more than usual
I just know that I love you and that will not change

desde que tu llegaste no existe el dolor
contigo yo aprendi a querer
y conoci el amor
tu eres la unica
que me hace perder el control
cuando me abraza lentamente
te amo como a nadie en este mundo
te amo con el amor mas sincero y profundo
me indicas el camino cuando yo pierdo el rumbo
y mi amor por ti aumenta cada segundo
te quiero si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres lo que mas anhelo
no puedo si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres mi universo entero

since you arrived no pain
I learned to love you
and met the love
you're the one
that makes me lose control
when he hugs me slowly
I love you more than anyone in this world
I love you with sincere and deep love
you indicate me the way when I lose direction
and my love for you increases every second
I love you if you're not I die
Sky want you to know what you're craving more
I can not if you're not I die
Sky want you to know that you're my whole universe


te amo tanto tanto tanto
que no se como explicarlo
no hay acciones ni palabras para comprobarlo
solo se que yo te amo mas de lo normal
solo se que yo te amo y eso no va a cambiar


I love you both so much both
do not know how to explain
no actions or words to check
I only love you more than usual
I just know that I love you and that will not change

me faltan palabras para expesarte lo que yo siento
pero que quede claro son tuyos mis sentimientos
quiero que sepas que lo que siento es intenso
y estas no son palabras que se lleva el viento
te necesito como el aire que respiro
te necesito como el ave a su nido
y en el nombre de cupido te digo que por ti yo muero que por ti yo vivo
te quiero si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres lo que mas anhelo
no puedo si tu no estas me muero
quiero que sepas cielo que tu eres mi universo entero

I lack words to what I feel expesarte
but it is clear my feelings are yours
I want you to know that what I feel is intense
and these are not words that the wind blows
I need you like the air I breathe
I need like a bird to its nest
and in the name of cupid I tell you that I die that I live for you
I love you if you're not I die
Sky want you to know what you're craving more
I can not if you're not I die
Sky want you to know that you're my whole universe





A Latin Group with Flawless Raagas....


GRUPO EXTRA




Que Dios te perdone, lo que has hecho, a mi triste vida
Si al fin con tu ausencia, por el mundo va perdida
Que puedo pedirle, si tú fuiste, mi único anhelo
Y no habrá consuelo, por toda una, eternidad
Que hiciste de mi alma, cuando yo, más te adoraba
Con odio y desprecio, me pagaste, lo que te amaba
Amorcito santo, se que nunca, volveré a verte
Por ti sufro tanto, el más grande y cruel dolor

Que hiciste de mi alma, cuando yo, más te adoraba
Con odio y desprecio, me pagaste, lo que te amaba
Amorcito santo, se que nunca, volveré a verte
Por ti sufro tanto, el más grande y cruel dolor

May God forgive you, what have you done, my sad life
If at the end of your absence, the world is lost
That I can ask you, if you were my only desire
And there will be no consolation, all one, forever
What did you do to my soul when I loved you more
With hatred and contempt, he paid me, he loved you
Holy Sweetie, I know ever see you again
For you I suffer thus the largest and cruelest pain

What did you do to my soul when I loved you more
With hatred and contempt, he paid me, he loved you
Holy Sweetie, I know ever see you again
For you I suffer thus the largest and cruelest pain





Saturday, October 25, 2014



Dear Diary,

My husband William said that he can't come to my graduation.......And he promised.......He came around in September, and left........So, I'll have to go to my graduation with my family..........

Kally

Sunday, October 19, 2014




Dear Diary,


You know how I emailed every Lankan on the planet about me, and William, right? Well, I emailed every temple, every newspaper, every grocery store (anyone in montreal who is tamil would have gotten a phone call/fax as well; and those in Toronto were sent faxes), every family (on the planet), every video store, every.....well, you get the picture......oh, I emailed the Ellam people too....the ellam community, the ellam in lanka, etc.....

A random lankan I emailed asked me about my William today........

Well, I emailed the Ellam people, and they said "God bless you both".......

The tamil newspapers wanted to know who the pusanika family was............If they ever come again, I'll send the full info to the newspapers......One of them offered to write a story......

Anyways, the other lankan wanted to know why I wasn't living with William......And the answer is that we got married in a hurry.......and I might move in a bit.....but my career will take me to USA, and my hubby's job is in London.....and I am not willing to give up my career, and I can not ask him to move to Canada.....or USA...........But, I might ask him to move to USA..........

Either way, we got married in a rush, and so at the moment, we still haven't figured things out......

But thank you for the support.......I thought that it was sweet that even the Ellam people in Lanka said "Bless you both".........which was sweet......


Kally



Wednesday, October 8, 2014


A lankan I emailed asked me this question, and I will answer it publicly:

No, my parents did not want to marry me off to a lankan......at first, they did not know that I had a boyfriend, and then I told them......After that, a few lankan families asked....one in particular said that they don't mind if I slept with, or got pregnant with William, and that they can pusanika the whole thing, and marry me off to their son......worthless son.....

That lankan family said that they will pusanika the whole thing.....so my parents said that because of William untouchables were now asking, and they were also saying that we can pusanika the whole thing, and so one and so forth......

After that, another lankan family in Sri Lanka, who wanted to come here, also said we can pusanika the whole thing.......

I didn't want to get married to the lankans, and my parents were getting calls from lankan who were going we can pusanika.......which caused them to be sad......

So, I told every lankan on the planet.......and after that, the lankans stopped calling, and saying we can pusanika.......



Tuesday, October 7, 2014




Dear Diary,


William will be leaving Montreal soon enough........Our best friend was the washroom......I hope that I don't get pregnant again......Anyways, I love his blue eyes, and blondish hair.........love it, love it, love it......


Kally