Wednesday, January 28, 2015



Ok, to answer a question:

My parents did not know about William..........I only told them recently when I told everyone else..........

I didn't want to end up with a lankan, so I chose William.....after that, there were pusanikas (because some of the lankans knew about William and I)...............

So I told everyone.......

I did get pregnant as well, but my parents did not know till now..........

And I lost my child.....Miscarriage........

If I hadn't miscarried, I would have given birth to William's child, and married William...........I mean, a child by him would have been beautiful.........with blue eyes!

But no..........I miscarried, and my parents didn't know then either..........I only told them later........


Sunday, January 25, 2015



Dear Diary,


The cops are so sweet!.........Remember how I told the FBI, SVMP, etc....about the stalker, the cyber-bullying, etc....


Well, the cops are sweet, they come around regularly to check up..........


And I befriended a few people in the FBI, a few cops, etc.....But the good part is that they check up on people........It's a pity that they don't have the bad guys to arrest and send to jail........


I told them about the pusanika family too.......and they said that they can arrest them if they force themselves on people...........


And the Tamil Newspaper guys are also waiting for a story............pity that we don't have one to give them.......i got two emails from them..........


The Tamil Newspaper people are the most curious......so many questions.....and they were like......we can put it on the front page, we just need names, and if there are cops that come around, a picture of the people being taken away by the police........


Got an email today....


But the decent lankan families have nothing to worry about.........I would give the names of the decent families as decent families.........


Kally






Saturday, January 24, 2015



Dear Diary,


I think that I emailed like millions of people.....cuz my stats show like 10000000 hits on a few pages (the one on William, me, pusanika, etc...).........and then a few lankan families asked me for names....they were curious about the pusanikas......(I'll put up a video of them if they ever come around again)......

Then a few people asked me a few questions.......



Ok, so to answer a question that someone asked:

Kind of....


The first time I met William, he asked me out....we had bumped into each other.....and I said no to him....

Then I went home that day, and heard my parents who were planning on marrying me off to a lankan..........

so the next day, I marched back to him, and told him that I'll go out with him............and we started dating.......

But yes, it was love at first sight.....even if we only started dating cuz I didn't want to be with lankans.........He's kind of gorgeous....as in handsome, handsome handsome........So, I fell for him hard......


Kally

Wednesday, January 21, 2015



Dear Diary,


William, and I have decided to try IVF (in vitro fertilization) in about 4-5 years.......That means that I could end up having William's child........

I have to tell my friends to check back in four years to take a look at my baby......

I think that I have a chance of giving birth to William's child.......ahhhh, with his beautiful blue eyes, I couldn't have asked for a better hubby........(Lankan men can't give me nice looking babies).....

Anyways, in a while, if I do give birth, I'll post picture of my baby......let's pray that it's a girl.....

And for my daughter, there will only be one rule: she'll have to date a white guy by the time she's 12......I don't want her to end up with the beaten-with-slippers-to-get-a-wife race.......

In other words, my daughter will be dating white guys, and and I'll probably force her into the white ppl's culture.......that way the third world dog-like men won't ever go to her........

I'll also have to teach her to stay away from the indians.........I loathe them too!


Kally

Tuesday, January 20, 2015




Glass (3D MODELING)
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Tuesday, January 13, 2015





Dear Diary,


I spent like 3 hours on Hangout with William yesterday.......ahhh.....William......and his blue eyes.........


Kally




Warrior 
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Wednesday, January 7, 2015



Dear Diary,


Spoke to William yesterday......ahhh....I love my blue-eyed hubby...............We've been officially together for like 2 years now.........it's nice to know that the world knows about us........

He has blue eyes which is what I love about him.........Funny, I find white men attractive........Men from the third world are very unattractive..........and definitely not the kind you want kids with......


Kally

Sunday, January 4, 2015




Dear Diary,


To answer a question that someone asked: I'm in love with William, and I will always love Willy.......Regardless of anything, it's William that I love..........

Some lankan familes are undignified......I grew up hearing stores about the undignified ones.....then the pusanika family - which was also an undignified family!........They actually wanted to say that I didn't sleep with Willy, or get pregnant with Willy.........

Most lankans are dignified in the sense that they would never go with their tongues hanging to another man's wife, a child's mother or another man's lover.........but some of them I guess are too ugly, and so can't get a woman........and so go with their tongues hanging.......

So I belong to the dignified category......One man - William......regardless of anything, and forever.......

So no, even if this or that......William is my one and only for LIFE.....not just today, or tomorrow.......even if we separate, it's him....and will always be him.............(I promised myself that I would not belong to the undignified category)...........

My relatives, and family disowned me for telling the world about William......But I did that because I (i) did not want the pusanika family (they were like dogs), (ii) chose Willy, and therefore wanted to stand by Willy.........

And people called me names for choosing a white guy.......but I chose him.....I slept with Willy, I got pregnant with Willy.......and therefore, I fight to stick with Willy...................

The pusanika family wanted me to say that I never got pregnant, and marry theirs......and then say that I'm a mannam girl........When in fact, mannam means that I tell the world about Willy, and stick to Willy no matter what..........

So, yeah, it'll be Willy for LIFE.........no one else ever.........


Kally





Bed

By Kalyani Rajalingham




3D Model of Bed

By Kalyani Rajaingham





Chocolate

By Kalyani Rajalingham





3D Model of Chocolate

By Kalyani Rajalingham



Sofa
By Kalyani Rajalingham



3D Model of Sofa
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Friday, January 2, 2015



Dear Diary,


I spent the day telling William about my culture..........in his culture, a guy can marry multiple times....but in my culture.....a woman only marries once if she has any kind of dignity.......So I was there telling him that he will be my one and only for life.....that means forever, and ever, and ever.......

So then, William asked "So do you actually love me?"

And I was there going......"Are you freakin kidding me? You're the most gorgeous guy ever! Without you, I'd have gotten an ugly husband that I would have hated"...........

Funny, William then asked me a whole bunch of questions..........He wanted to know if I loved him, if he was the only one, if this, and if that........

And I told him that he was my only love, he is my only love, and always will be.........so then he asked me about divorce.......he was like "so what happens if we get divorced?".........

And I was there telling him that he'd still be the only one for me..........I respect my culture..........(Our culture is like the muslim culture, just worse.......I think that with them, the women are allowed to marry multiple times, in mine, it's just once)............

So then Willy said "Ok...I'll be your Prince forever......it could be fun..........and we can stay married till we're old but you have to look the other way if there are indiscretions.......It feels weird to have a wife.......never really thought I'd end up married.........."

And I was there going..."Ahhh...I love you....you know.......for what you are......but mostly for being a human......to have said yes to me when I proposed....."


Kally



3D Model of Overflow v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham



(BLENDER crashes before anything can be rendered)

Plate
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Thursday, January 1, 2015



Dear Diary,


William, and I were talking today......and guess what he said?

He said that lankan men must be desperate........in his culture, men don't have to be beaten with slippers to get a mate........but some lankan men....not all....some of them are very dignified!.........one family i emailed said "who the hell is the pusanika family, if they come to you, just tell us, and we'll give them the beating".........ahhhh, some of them are wonderful!.........

but others are trashy, so they have to go to women who don't want them....cuz they're not wanted by women......

Anyways, I was telling William....and he made fun of the pusanika lankan........said that they must be trashy if they have to go to women who beat them with slippers.....

so i showed William some indian movies where the women spit at the men, where they beat them with their slippers, etc.....and where the men still follow the women like dogs......and he was there going...."how pathetic, and lame are they?"

Then he asked if the women to men ratio there was like 1 million to 1.......and why the men are so trashy......he was like "don't they get it when a woman says no?.....or are they just too trashy"...........

in his culture, every guy is freakin gorgeous, and can land any girl without being beaten by slippers........so he was like "what the hell".........

I then showed him india, and he was like "ok, they're monsters....i get why you don't want to know them"............

I'm from lanka, and even with us, there's no begging on the street, no bombay, etc......our government is there for us.....if there's a child on the street, the people/cops/anyone would take the child to at least an orphanage....so even us we don't have children starving or begging...........and well, i showed Willy what they do to women there, how children starve, etc......and he agreed with me......

I try not to associate with indians in partcular because they're not too human-like.....no conscience....and i come from a race with a conscience, and a heart.......so, I'm not ever planning on knowing them......I don't want to end up like their kind - sold, beaten, etc....


Kally


3D Model of OverFlow
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Wednesday, December 31, 2014




Dear Diary,



Ahhhh.....Did I mention that William has blue eyes? He's so gorgeous!............

I spent the entire freakin day with William on HangOut........I was staring at his blue eyes........I'm the luckiest girl on the planet!.........I used to say that I didn't want to marry lankan men because they are not very attractive......actually not at all attractive......and so God gave me a blue-eyed gorgeous guy..........

He said that he'll come around soon enough......

Oh, did I mention.....another temple replied.....they were so sweet......they said not to worry about the curse that the pusanika family put on us.......that my William will be alright........

I have to go to the temple at some point, and pray for my William's good health.........


Kally










Dear Diary,


Ah....In a few days, it'll be our second anniversary......

William, and I have been married for 2 years now......Time flies.....

I think that he'll send me the lingerie he picked out.......I was hoping that he'd come to Montreal........but his surgery might stop him.....he's still taking it easy.............


Kally


Monday, December 29, 2014




Dear Diary,




Spent all my time on Hangout with William..........He's still taking it easy.......after his operation..........

I have to find a way to remove the curse that the pusanika family put on us.........They said that I would not live with William, that he and I will end up separated, that I won't ever have any kids from him (I told them that their son was ugly), etc...........

And I told them that no matter what.....William is the one for me.....that he's my one, and only, and that I'm not like their whores.........

The sweetest part is that most of the people I told agree with me......in other words, I emailed, faxed, and called EVERY lankan on the planet.......so that the pusanika families would stop coming to us....saying we can pusanika it.........and it wasn't a single pusanika family too.....they're the undignified type......

The rest of them....the good families.....some of them said don't worry, if any lankan families come to you, we'll do the mouth work.......ie: they'll say bad things about the family.......Which is sweet........

Now, I have to find a way to remove curses........My William got sick right after......and we got into a fight.......and so I got worried...........I was terrified when he had to have an operation.....I didn't want to lose him just cuz of a bunch of undignified pusanikas.........

I had to resort to mantra, and poojas at home......

Oh, by the way, there's a nice collection of mantras......by Sacred Chants (Vol 1-7)......I'm not sure who the dude is who is responsible for the music, but it's beyond perfection..........as in perfect perfect in every sense of the word.........


Kally



I'm new to Animation......as in I have never animated before............I just started learning........(Hobby.....I have some free time)........William hikes, and well, I guess I like indoor hobbies.........so still at the beginner level...........

I'm following Blender Guru's tutorial mostly....as well as a few others.........You can find the tutorials I'm following at:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOKHwx1VCdgnxwbjyb9Iu1g


Latte v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham





Latte v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham





3D Model of Latte
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Sunday, December 28, 2014




Dear Diary,

It's sweet.......I think of all lankan men as my brothers now......and at least a few lankan men are very dignified........some of them call me sister.......

I guess they are not undignified........or from bad families........

I emailed a few temples about William........like what to do to remove curses.......and I guess a few of them read all of my posts, and one of them, a guy, called me sister.................and told me to go to the temple.......I was there going "bravo my lad! you're the dignified guy!"...

I guess they have dignity.........unlike the pusanika family.......that wanted to go to a girl who took her slippers to them, and who spat at them............

Some lankan men are very dignified............they treat another man's lover/wife, or a child's mother (my daughter Rhea who died), as a sister...............Not at all like the pusanika family who were coming to us with their tongues hanging............

But I was both surprised, and impressed by this lankan..............he said that I should not worry about my husband, and that then suggested a few prayers, and temples...........

Tamil Nadu was even sweeter.........they actually found mantras, and prayers, and temples......prayers, and poojas to remove curses........

Kally


PS: Hobby



Glass of Water v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham



Glass of Water v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham





3D Model of Glass of Water v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham



3D Model of Glass of Water v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham






Saturday, December 27, 2014



Dear Diary,


William said that he'd take care of it......he's the sweetest!............I'm married to a gorgeous, and talented guy........I could not have asked for anyone better than him........


Kally




Dear Diary,


You know how I had a cyber stalker? I started learning how to hack because I wanted to protect myself......

Today, he/she left a note on my desktop saying that I better be careful because Death is near.......

I'm not sure what to do..............

I just told William, and he knows a few cops........He said that he'll make a few phone calls.......I also told a few FBI agents, and a few cops on facebook...........


Kally



Dear Diary,


You know how the pusanika family cursed us right......well, I'm trying to find a way to remove the curse......

Well, I find lankan men unattractive............and I told the pusanika family that their son was repulsive.............and I'm in love with  a white guy.........so the pusanika family cursed me.......

They said that I would never live a happy life with my husband, etc......

The good part is that at least now everyone on the planet knows about William being my lover........ 


Kally

Thursday, December 25, 2014



Wooden Cup
By Kalyani Rajalingham




3D Model of Wooden Cup
By Kalyani Rajalingham



PS: This is just my hobby.........I think that in addition to our academic interests, that we ought to have additional talents......in my case, I chose this......still at the beginner level, but at least I'm trying.........


Cup
By Kalyani Rajalingham





3D Model of Cup
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Dear Diary,


William gave me a few gifts.....and guess what the last one was?........Lingerie.......I was online with him, and he wanted his wife to be his wife for a bit, then he said....."Pick one...."......by one he meant lingerie......

Well, since my parents, and the world know about us, it's all ok.........but it's sweet that my hubby is actually thinking of me.........

He's caucasian, so he has had a few girlfriends.....and it means a lot that he's thinking of me.....and picking out lingerie for me........

I'm not sure when he's going to be coming to Montreal again, but hopefully, it'll be soon.....cuz he still speaks dirty to me........

He seems to think that it's fun.....to have a wife a million miles away that he gets to meet in secret..........we're still like lovers............

And unlike me....He's not at all concerned that we can't ever have kids...........


Kally


Wednesday, December 24, 2014


For my William who loves Aliens, and ETs.....


Alien v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham




3D Model of Alien
By Kalyani Rajalingham





Ok, for my birthday.....William sent me a cool gizmo....and this sweet card......I made a little something for him too.....I've cut it short a bit....the rest of it is husband-wife material.....

What a wonderful birthday......Married to a VERY RICH MAN......it was always my dream to marry the Guy with the Most Money.......and so William is a dream come true...........And Blue eyes......


For William....
By Kalyani Rajalingham





You know how my hubby is an engineer right? Well, he uses Linux, and pretty much excels at programming............and he taught me a few things.............Programming, Hacking, etc....................Anyways, now I'm also a Linux user, and am giving a few lessons............I'll upload a few lessons on YouTube...........



https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3jffm9O9QPtChbhMYBhtoA





LESSON 1 - HOW TO INSTALL A VIRTUAL MACHINE


You can run multiple OSs at once on any computer using a virtual machine......You will need VirtualBox for that.....Well, I use VirtualBox, but my hubby uses VMware......







Saturday, December 20, 2014



Ok, Second Animation.....Let's say speed animation.....I was on Hangout with Willy today too........he tends to remember his wife when he's sick.........


Mountain
By Kalyani Rajalingham

video



video

Thursday, December 18, 2014



My very first Animation.....



Forever
By Kalyani Rajalingham


video



Wednesday, December 17, 2014




Dear Diary,


You know that I have an uncle by the name of Balanathan right? He has two kids...Ragu, and Sharmila.....well....his daughter lived with a white guy for a while...and he can't accept it......so, instead of calling his daughter a whore....

Apparently, he's telling everyone about me........

In my crowd, there is one woman that everyone speaks of........apparently she got married two times, and we think that she probably cheated with a third or fourth guy in between..........for the second to run away too............we call it a whore............and my dad calls them even worse names.............everyone in my circle anyways ridicules the whore...calling her a whore who slept with god only know how many men.................so when it came time for me to decide what to do.........

I was like..."I'm not going to be like the whore..."......so when I got pregnant with William, I actually fought with everyone to marry him...........I was like "I won't be like the whore"............ and told everyone about William, and fought to stick with him........

I decided to have ONE guy in my life..............I also told the entire world that the father of my child was William.........instead of marrying the pusanika guy.........

Cuz in my circle....I've heard bad stories about the whore....so you grow up not wanting to be like it......

But the demlos still speak badly about me because I told them that I'm interested in a white guy................and that I didn't just shut up, and marry the poblai-ku vaku ilada nayi that came around with its tongue hanging.......or behave like the whore........

It's a sad world.....


Kally





Rakesis v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Rakesis v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham




3D Model of Rakesis
By Kalyani Rajalingham


Tuesday, December 16, 2014




Squid v1
By Kalyani Rajalingham





Squid v2
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Squid v3
By Kalyani Rajalingham



3D Model Squid
By Kalyani Rajalingham




Dear Diary,


At some point, I have to go to London to meet William, and his family......I've met his parents.....and his brother.....never actually met my niece (Raya)......or Miles' wife.....


William had an operation - appendix.....And I was worried to death......because the pusanika family cursed us for telling the world.........I was afraid that I'd lose him.....


The good part is that William doesn't believe in curses, nor does he want children........I can't have kids.........miscarried and now, I can't have kids......the pusanika family cursed me about that too (that I would never have children).......



I WONDER WHAT WILLIAM WILL SEND ME FOR CHRISTMAS....It'll probably be some gizmo or other.....His specialty is ROBOTICS, so he tends to give me the oddest gifts....like SmartWatches and stuff.........and video goggles.........


Well, he was supposed to come by, but with his operation, I think that he'll be staying in London for the holidays.......


Kally

Saturday, November 22, 2014



Dear Diary,


William said that he can't come to Montreal for Christmas.........He'll be spending Christmas with his friends, and family.....He said that he was sick.....He sounded sick too......

Ah well, my mom asked me to go to the temple, and do one of those things so that William can be well, and all......and so that our relationship can last for more than a few months, or so.......

And I'm thinking about doing it........because William is a really good guy, and the fact that I got him as a hubby, and not a lankan is one of the greatest gifts that can be bestowed on a woman.......


Kally

Monday, November 17, 2014



Dear Diary,

William is going to spend this Christmas with his friends in the US......not me..........the good part is that he will check out our apartment..........we got a nice place, but William will still be living in London........We're not sure about how often we'll get to meet each other, but at least with the internet, we get to talk to each other on a daily basis.........otherwise, I end up talking to his aunt, or brother, or niece..........




Kally


Saturday, November 15, 2014



Dear Diary,


Yeah! I got a PhD at Uof F (University of Florida)...........


Kally

Friday, November 14, 2014





 
Dear Diary,

  


Today, William’s aunt gave me some advice…..



She was like since you’re married to William, if you get a divorce, you get HALF his fortune automatically….And she was like if he messes with you, you can go to the cops……..She was sweet……



William is the sweetest, and I don’t think that I will be divorcing him anytime soon…….William is the man I love……But he’s also very very rich, and his aunt was teaching me how to get at least half his property…..LOL, I’d be filthy rich if he did divorce me…..





Kally